‘ do you really think… we can fix all of this ?’ guilt and trepidation dripping from each syllable, and she can’t help the shattering of her once-hardened facade; tifa can’t lie to herself, they caused all of this, and despite trying to do something about it and fix it, she wonders if it can even be done. so, she looks to him – for guidance, answers that she hopes he has, otherwise, it’ll just be all for nothing.
‘ hey, aer… you holdin’ up okay ?’ a soft tone in her voice, albeit tired as they walk side-by-side. she’s unaware of how much time has passed since they left midgar, and her mind is still trying to process it all. ‘ i know it’s been… a lot happening lately. ’
He could let her go, could let her work through it alone; but no. Seeing her suffer, he couldn’t just sit there. He moves to sit on the edge of her bed, he knows he’s at risk of getting hit, but he can handle a few punches. He’d honestly deserve them. “ Tifa. ” he says her name, a soft whisper. Gentle and careful. He reaches out, prying hands away from her face and out of her hair. “ Tifa. You’re home, you’re safe. ” he chants reassurances in that same delicate whisper. Hoping to slowly pull her out of the nightmarish memories.
He pulls her forward, strong arms moving to wrap around her, grounding her. He expects the struggling and squirming, but doesn’t relent. He squeezes her protectively in his arms. Lips resting against the crown of her head. “ You’re home. You’re safe. You’re okay, you’re okay. ” he continues to whisper, slowly rocking their bodies, soft cooing shushes. One hand lifting to rest against the back of her head, allowing her to hide against his chest.
hands around her wrists, she struggles and cries out, lashes towards the man in front of her, weak and awfully formed punches to try and get away, far away. while she can hear his words and understand their meaning, her mind isn’t allowing clarity, and only allows tremors to rock through her limbs and fear to course through her veins; still so encompassed by terrors of the past.
his arms bring her close, crush her gently against his form, and, though still squirming, she relents slowly, hands limp and loose against his chest. hiccups and sobs slip past parted pink petal lips, as she tries to focus on the swaying motion he creates and on the words, so gently gliding along her, despite the way her skin still burns.
( ♚ ) ❝ false promises stacked one after the other probably. ❞
ichigo’s main concern when arriving here were the amounts of families left out in the decaying streets just to suffer. of course the bar offered some comfort to them but even that only lasted so long.
❝ people out there need all the help and assurance they can get. seeing families go hungry over some bullshit companies’ ❛ promise ❜ isn’t something i can stand much longer. ❞
the young woman hums with a small nod, followed by a huff and shake of her head, deep brunette tresses following suit. the loss of her home a mere four years ago stained her mind, made her bitter and angry. having helped re-form Avalanche, she’s made it her mission to make ShinRa pay for what they did – but after discovering the way the people of Midgar are treated, it fuels her fire and hatred for the damned company.
❝ well, ichigo – it’s a good thing you’re with us then. you don’t want these people suffering anymore; neither do we. ❞ a pause. ❝ we can make a difference. ❞
( ♚ ) ❝ this doesn’t make any sense. ❞ citezens were out in the streets suffering and for what? a false promise at a better future for more money and power. ❝ does shinra not see the damage they’re doing here? every day this city and it’s people are slowly dying. ❞
❝ yeah, well – what do you expect from scum like shinra ?? ❞
a bitter quip leaves pink petals and she clicks her tongue, crossing her arms and leaning against the bar counter. good ol’ shinra, the infected virus of midgar that bleeds the planet dry.
❝ they just care about the money that lines their pockets. not the people living here. hell, they kick kids to the side if they fail at becoming a SOLDIER or a part of their damned Terks. ❞
you are so good at caring for others and keeping all your wounds covered. you are so good at drowning quietly, you’ve made it into an art. you are so good and you’re falling apart.
PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING
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New followers: Hey guys! Cali here with a few things; please read the following and enjoy your stay!
Please note that this account is ’selective’ and is currently independent.
✖ FOLLOWING/UNFOLLOWING;
To everyone following me or thinking about following me, you are welcomed here with open arms! Don’t think that you will ever be excluded here. If I seem like I’m not interested, just send me an ask! Sometimes I’m incredibly shy or my social anxiety comes through the computer; all I ask is that you’re patient with me.
Also, my blog is here as an outlet for me to write and escape adult duties, especially since the outside world is pretty terrifying nowadays. I am here for me; and I know that may sound mean, but I have been ridiculed before on various past blogs for not interacting with someone because I didn’t have the time. Like I said before, if you want to interact with me, shoot me a message in my ask! Just, please, don’t make me feel bad for not interacting with you if I can’t make the time in my schedule. That’s not okay and I will not tollerate it for my own mental sanity.
✖ NSFW CONTENT;
NSFW posts will appear on this blog from time to time, depending on happens with the NSFW ban happening as of 12/4, though not all the time and in certain degrees. If you wish to block any of the NSFW content posted, I will have various tags for various things. These tags will be updated in the Rules portion of my blog but also will be announced through posts as well.
Sex: ( sexual tw. )
Blood: ( blood tw. )
Violence: ( violence tw.)
I’m 22 years of age and will not rp anything NSFW or anything that could be classed as NC-17 with anyone under 18. I understand different countries and states have different laws, but I am not willing to risk myself, as well as others, getting in trouble.
✖ Shipping;
This is a multi-verse blog. That means, there is the possibility of a relationship happening ( uwu ). There is always the chance of our characters starting a relationship with first interactions and building it in later threads, or meeting first hand and getting to know each other first. Don’t be afraid to come to me about it! I love a good shippy thread~
✖ OC’s;
I think this may come as a shocker with how weird the rp community gets but, yes I’m OC friendly! However, it does help me in the long run if you have a bio or some sort of about page for me to read before interracting. I love OC’s but I love well-rounded and well-plotted OC’s more--though it is okay if you're just starting out, I understand it all too well. That being said, if you want your OC to have a verse with me, or your OC is the daughter of Tifa as an example, please come into my ask so we can discuss this.
✖ AU’s/Crossovers;
COMPLETELY WELCOME HERE. I love AU’s and X-Overs– hhhhhh !! They’re perfect and amazing and offer a lot of growth to a thread, and even to our characters. So don’t be afraid to ask for an AU version! I'll also have some verses set up soon of different FF games, as well as games outside of the Final Fantasy universe.
✖ Starters;
I tend not to write starters for new followers as I find the majority of them are not replied to and I find that they just become forgotten after a while — also I find it very hard to reply to generic starters with [ x ] number of people tagged in them; it makes it very difficult to track replies and I don't want anyone feeling forgotten! If you would like to rp, then feel free to tag me in a (single) starter, drop into my ask, ask me to write one for you, respond to a meme — whichever you'd prefer!
✖ IMPORTANT ✖
Please DO NOT assume that because my character is doing something, I as the writer —
approve of it
am romanticising it
have a kink with regard to it
think it is okay for anyone to ever do ever
There are a lot of things that I may write that might not be suitable and will be tagged as such. There will probably be a seperate page for my wishlist of things I'd like to thread about but also a list of things that will not show up here based off of my comfort level IRL.
✖ ALSO IMPORTANT ✖
I work full-time at a high-end/high-volume bakery as one of the shift leads and the main closing manager-- which means I get out of work late. Due to this, and the upcoming holiday season, I unfortunately will not be speedy with my replies-- if this is your expectation, then I’m probably not the right kind of roleplay partner for you.
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"Bright and optimistic, Tifa always cheers up the others when they're down. But don't let her looks fool you-- she can decimate almost any enemy with her fists..."
ABOUT THE MUN
Hello all! I go by Cali here on this little blog of mine! I'm 22 years of age and go by she/her or they/them. Whichever of the two you prefer. I'm located in PST, residing in Southern California.
I've been roleplaying on tumblr for about eight years now, since 2011. However, I started roleplaying back in 2007. This means I have about 12+ years of roleplaying experience.
I do have social media as well, certain ones can be given upon request but some do require a friendship of sorts! However, if y'all just want my discord, feel free to ask.